We Create What we Focus On

Hi everyone,

It's really been a long time since I've written anything. I, unfortunately, got stuck in a severe rut of self-doubt, exhaustion, anxiety, self-pity, and many other feelings of lack. I will need to look at the reasons why I have been, or put myself into, the type of situation that seems to bring out these types of feelings--it revolves around a certain type of person who seems to stifle me. Be it in a job, in a relationship, or other situation, every time I think I've dealt with why, and feel I'm a stronger person and ready to "take on" this type of person, I always, slowly, seem to fall back into a place of cocooning--shutting down and out.

My intent to write today is not due to the above because I'm really sick of that focus--on the "negative"--I want to focus on the positive! And create more of that in my life!

I'm changing my focus on the fact that I feel I'm getting back on track again and feeling pretty good overall. I still have a ways to go...and I still have personal development/growth that I'm focusing on, but I feel like I'm moving forward, upward, onward!!!

I intend to write here more often, and try to grow the blog into some...thing...

I'm not sure what yet, but I'm going to take a class on "developing your own website", and... looking at other blogs, and other creative people, I feel I have something to offer. I did a bit of redesigning the look of the blog page today and I'm liking the new look! What do you think?

I'm excited for my future, tomorrow, the next day, and the next...what great thing does God/Spirit/Presence have in store for me? What great thing will I accomplish next?

Bring it on (gently please)! I can!

(And if I haven't already mentioned it...Yes!...I do LOVE exclamation marks!!)
C.