I've actually been thinking a lot about love the last few days--my ability to give it where I see it needed, and my struggle to accept it for myself or give it to myself.
I do love myself, but I know that I don't always talk to myself in a loving manner. I also am good at seeing where people need things from me and offering, a lot of times without being asked. What I noticed is that there are very few people who do that for me. I'm not sure if it's because I am outwardly so independent or if I have a vibe or "leave me be". I'm sure those reasons could be part of the reason. I really do hate to ask for help--to feel helpless. But I have often had to ask for help from my family lately, especially in regards to my finances--which also makes me feel less independent. Hmmm, perhaps I'm manifesting something in order to be less independent??? Have to think about that...
But, I have digressed...I wish to send some love:
- to myself, to know that I'm on a journey of self-awareness that is leading me to be my best self--and that, right now, I'm the best me I can be. And...as I continue on my journey, I will always be in the perfect place I need to be to continue to grow.
- to my family, for always being there when I really need them.
- to the friends I have who know me well enough to offer me what they see I need--support, love, etc.
- to this great community of Wishcasters who are all on a perfect journey of their own
- to Jamie Ridler for starting this wonderful community
- to Spirit for this life journey of self awareness, self-acceptance, self-love and to sharing awareness, acceptance, and love with others
- to...whomever needs it
C.
